What do the other books say about Jesus? I remember hearing he is mentioned in most if not all of them but they look at him in different ways. Anyone research this?

Here is my issue. Is it the word of G*d? Isn't it 'mans' interpretation? Did Jesus write in the book? To me G*d is much much larger than a book. A Creator. His writings can be seen in all living things.

My lack of trust comes from mans interference. I can't even figure out if the Sabbath is on Saturday or Sunday.

So if not G*d then who/why the book(s) has made me search into rabbit holes. CERN, Looking Glass, Barron Trumps Adventure, Mandela, etc. Was it sent back to save humanity. Hurt? Why multiple books/religions?

Just questioning this stuff makes me feel like a bad person. But honestly the more I am questioning this the closer my soul is feeling to G*d. Keeping an open mind and I am going to be exploring the bible more with all your help.

Before the Christian ministries converted the native peoples of North America, they had a spiritual relationship with their 'Creator'. When they went hunting and made a kill they would thank the Creator for providing the animal, and they would thank the animal for his sacrifice so that their families could eat.

It was an untainted and unrestricted (by man) direct relationship between them and their Creator. Who taught them about their 'Creator' or was it something they felt in their souls?

I personally don't think I need a man-constructed (hard to trust) religion/church/bible to teach me what to believe or how to behave... how to be kind, honest, and keep my moral compass pointing in the right direction.

There's a 'knowing' in my soul... given to me by my Creator.