Having been awake all my life, I take nothing at face value. Everything is a puzzle. I look for the trick in any question, and the real answer in an answer. I read everything as though it is written in legaleze. I question everything. I don't sleep well, because I can't turn my mind off. When you know for a fact it is lie, after lie, after lie, and there is no justice. you get bitter. More bitter as you get older, because you want JUSTICE. I WANT PEOPLE TO PAY. KARMA DOESN'T WORK FOR ME. I want to see it. I want to see people pay for what they have done. You hold your cards close to your chest. People say I am hard, but I am actually very generous, and well liked by good people. But the bad ones, I don't want to like them, and I won't pretend. Your circle is very small, and you like to be by yourself. I look forward to 'the best is coming'. I enjoy watching others enjoy things. But from a distance. That comes from there being so many of the years up till now. And those haven't ended.