I feel you. I'm in the same boat. My family as a whole think I'm insane/strange/weird. At least the nice ones don't insult me but I think they are probably doing it silently lol. I've tried warning them for many years but to no avail. :( I get scared and sad about it from time to time.

i'm so done with this........my mind feels like it's cracking..........i hate it here..........i've never been a real fan of this reality - but i always have done all i can to be honest and kind....always - ALWAYS - feeling good will win - good people will come my way....opportunities.......this matrix has kicked the shit out of me.......so much of what was pure and good in me - just kicked over and over..........bad choices........f'd up relationships/friendships.....but i keep on going for my girl. she is my world. and for HER - we need the g.d. truth revealed and we need it revealed NOW - on OUR timeline. not their "god's" timeline or WH timeline or other nonsense - but on OUR timeline - the wise ones. the seers. those with a heart who have had that heart trampled on by the fools for far too damn long.