im losing everything else.been sick since february. took 4 months to see a cardioligist. another 2 to get the echo he ordered. took 7 months to get in with gastroenterologist. endoscopy he ordered was scheduled for january now moved to february. surgery scheduled 2 weeks ago canceled indefinitely because of covid overload at hospital. 10 months still no clue whats wrong with me. covid gonna kill me and i dont even have it. doctors, hospitals, labs, etc backed up from 2020 and here we go again. but, my mind - still there!