Asked a complete stranger on FB what is Q in early 2020 and then the feverish reading began. I love reading but had never done so much reading all at once ... hours, days, nights, weeks, months. A year and half has gone by. I could finally understand why children were missing .... 14 years of questioning and wondering about the children. Anger rose within me and as my reading progressed, and I turned my gaze on Jesus, peace rested my heart. I always had a small circle of friends but knew many socially. I stood up unafraid to their sarcasm, jokes and even accusations. My Jesus was/is my strength ... i listen to His voice deep within my heart. Of recent I have seen a visible change in those same people ... they have become respectful and warm. And i am smiling at the change.The last two years have been such a great filter of relationships and i like it this way. It had taken away unwanted emotions and time wasting. Tired? Yes but hopeless? No!!!!