I hear you - but how many people have we found out to be compromised that we once admired - sooo many - first big one for me was George Bush 2nd - it was a hard pill to swallow - but it also opened my eyes to the level of deception..I remember them showing him reading to a classroom when he was "informed" what had happened - that something that he caused - made me sick - still does to this day - that is when I started down the rabbit hole and then I found out about the children - I will never quit fighting against this evil