I had it all wrong. I understand now and of course I dislike it. I'm either going to die from the Hoover Damn or the damn meteor. Now, I'm trying to decide if I tell my family or not. Plus all the people, and I will not be able to help them. So now, I live in constant anxiety. I will put my big girl panties on, and prepare. Since no one ever believes me (milk carton kids, woke for 25 yrs) I'm going to get shut down. I do wonder how many more lifetimes, am I going to have to deal with trauma. 😭