ill be there bro. look at that beautiful little dude you got there, just think how sad he would be without his granddad. joe, youre doing good, you made it 3 days so far i think since i first came across your post. lets make it 3 more. i cant imagine what its like having ptsd, but keep focused on things in your life that are good, hope is good and no good thing ever dies. we’re here for you joe!