Joey, I prayed for you yesterday after it was requested on Telegram. I am so sorry for all you are going through right now, and I am praying for God to speak the words that will touch your soul and bring you peace. I've had a lot of heartache in my life and wondered where God was plenty of times. On the other side of most of these situations I can say assuredly that God never left me alone. YOU are not alone. No matter how things look right now, God has you, will be your constant help, and one day you will see that God is bigger than any plan... plan of man, plan of the devil, plan of chance. Heaven is our hope, not this world full of sin. Please take some breaths and listen for the words, ok? So many are praying for you. xxx