The main part of me gets it. The logical/objective side. Being patient, understanding that this doesn’t get fixed overnight, not even 5 years worth of overnights if need be. Some others have waited much much longer, so who am I to complain especially since I’m not the one in the arena striving. There is a massive engagement of gears and cogs to make this all work like a precise clockwork mechanism. Trust the plan.

However, the other portion of me, the one that likes to be a contrarian, the one that likes to prove people wrong, rub their face in it, tell ‘em to grow the F up and quit being a cry baby, the one that loves to directly and head on challenge people’s dearly held beliefs just to make them uncomfortable...

Yeah, that part. That part of me wants some instant gratification that it knows it won’t get. That’s why the end if the movie, when it finally arrives, will be such great satisfaction finally.