I think tomorrow I have to take a break. I am on information overload that is terrifying me. I have always been the type of person that is happy and at peace if everyone I love is happy and at peace. I am so not OK with the fact that so many of my loved ones are getting vaccinated and if anything happens to them, I will be broken forever. I couldn't bear the pain of everyone that I love being hurt. I have this painful lump in my throat right now. I can't handle all of this evil tonight. There is no armor thick enough. I so wish I was stronger.