nailed it. theres nothing lite about it. its drastic and overdramatized. but we are needed to usher in the transition

54 and an amazing public speaker, well learned, great teacher too. Fear no one anywhere, but cannot relax in crowds, too much input, and have no friends...literally. I can't handle home being invaded with outside interference... my only decompression is home with my wife and son and I am up late when they sleep as I am in my solo element then. We all interact in public places/settings/events but all of us are very private and my son even rarely has company. It can be a struggle and sometimes a great gift but I still have not been well at "throttling" it even at my age..