Oh I used to love celebrities because I love tv and movies! Still do, but I don't worship celebs anymore. I used to be in that business but I wasn't in a position of power. I have friends that still work in that business and work on top name shows and I guarantee you they don't know jack shit about how sick the people at the top are either. It's a job like everthing else, and the people I know in the biz have houses and apartments and shop at Target like the rest of us. You really have to put yourself out there to the bad guys and be invited into the shady stuff, or be part of the drug and party crowd. Otherwise you are just a worker bee like everyone else.