a family member called my mom this week. she doesny call her often. i mentioned what it might be about snd she said, she's calling because she's fishing for something. i asked if she was going yo enlighten her and she said, based on her posts, she's on her own. i find out who is awakened and plant seeds in others. until then, i believe what patience we must muster up is minicule to what the children, first responders and special forces have been up against. i want them as safe as they can be. i have my up and frown days, but i hold the line, pray for those in the thick of it, for repreive, for justice and truth. i am ready to move foreward, think the coming few weeks will be interesting. i