I prayed for it for years, but it wasnt until Q that I thought I would see it in my lifetime. It has been a very lonely and often uncomfortable life, with my family and few friends thinking I was a crazy delusional person. I often wondered why I was Awake when it seemed the rest of the world around me were not. I kept researching for 40 years, just because everything led to something else. God let me know that the ones who woke verybearly are the ones who wil help those that wake up last. Thank you for your kind words. ❤️

You are not alone anymore. My family and friends also think I'm crazy. It gets in your head to where you even start to question your own sanity. This is a true test of faith. This is what brings anons closer together. It reminds me of being in the military. Some of my closest friends are the ones were went through the worst of times together. Things other people would not understand. I'm curious, what was the moment that started your journey for truth? I imagine back in the 80s information/truth was a lot harder to come across. Being woke for so long ago and finding the truth is impressive.

That's kind of my story - always felt out of place, always questioned things & not many people chose to come along with me. Even those I felt were more "awake" turned out to have extreme prejudice & tunnel vision about many things.
I hope that what has been happening - hard as it is to see & experience - is what I've waited for most of my life