Your self sabotaging behavior, no more…
You don’t deserve their abuse and they don’t deserve your company if they can’t reciprocate the love, kindness, calm and pure rainbow 🌈 energy you bring to the table in their darkest hours/moments…

Spiritual self harm is allowing others to treat you like an option when they are your priority, they gaslight and you love them softer and more gently cos you know what it’s like…

But hey 👋🏽 of being in a room with a healed person like you, doesn’t shift or help their mindset with your positive energy, gratitude and ideas 🌈 it’s not you reverting, it’s just like they are repelling water, your ease, your flow, your fully balance elemental strength and courage cos they can’t grasp how you went through all that and still kind and calm and innerstanding… that’s not you babes, it’s them not wanting the gift in presence and company in their time…

They communicated this too you time and time again, so Quit beating yourself up for those who don’t get it… believe me, you close one door 🚪 and stay out of the doors 🚪 God locked to begin with, you are guided, protected, and being requested somewhere else where your energy is celebrated, honored, and loved 🥰 a room full of lovers and compassion and grace ✨ but you can’t enter there if your still over there…