my two grandmas. both very different but i loved them lots..one warm and snuggy and the other difficult but never not kind.. hard life but something about her shined thru. she never complained.. i miss her more cause she needed it more.. and my howdy doody doll that i lost in the woods near my house at 4 years old. when i went for a walk and was missing for a few hours. i do wonder what happened cause i dont remember it nor feel sequelae as a result except for not knowing. .