Victoria ~ Z Skywalker
@Victoria1144
28 December, 09:17
I finally had a really good night sleep and even had a couple of very nice dreams - which has not happened in months. So I woke up feeling great - did my usual intention work - then matrix came in.
I don't like advice but I have reached a space today where I want a Godly/Divine Being to enter my life and literally tell me what to do next. Because I absolutely CAN NOT continue my experience the way it is.
Apparently, my site was giving some of you issues last night. It seems to be fine now. I could fix the issues - but as I have recently shared here - that would require me to pay several hundred dollars more per month which would enable me to fix the issues.
I'm just at a breaking point today and as what seems to happen - which is bizarre - when I really need someone to talk to - texts go unanswered and when I phone up people, I get voice mails.
I don't like advice but I have reached a space today where I want a Godly/Divine Being to enter my life and literally tell me what to do next. Because I absolutely CAN NOT continue my experience the way it is.
Apparently, my site was giving some of you issues last night. It seems to be fine now. I could fix the issues - but as I have recently shared here - that would require me to pay several hundred dollars more per month which would enable me to fix the issues.
I'm just at a breaking point today and as what seems to happen - which is bizarre - when I really need someone to talk to - texts go unanswered and when I phone up people, I get voice mails.
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And the demonic entity I live with was horrible again - and god forbid I show frustration over an unwanted issue that cropped up - that I DEALT WITH and he proceeds to attack me and play victim.
I am so careful how I talk about this - but I really don't think I care much anymore how I sound or what I say. Why do ya'll think I, as he puts it, "throw tirades and beg for money" on here? BECAUSE MONEY IS MY RELIEF FROM THIS SITUATION.
And I am close to being crippled with PTSD due to trauma - and even though my income here and other sources is decent and under normal living situations would be enough to support myself - well - you can see my dilemma - which yes is why I ask "if you come here and have an income you can please pay me $5/month in exchange for my work".
I
AM
D E S P E R A T E
and feel I am fighting for my life here to keep going.
I am so careful how I talk about this - but I really don't think I care much anymore how I sound or what I say. Why do ya'll think I, as he puts it, "throw tirades and beg for money" on here? BECAUSE MONEY IS MY RELIEF FROM THIS SITUATION.
And I am close to being crippled with PTSD due to trauma - and even though my income here and other sources is decent and under normal living situations would be enough to support myself - well - you can see my dilemma - which yes is why I ask "if you come here and have an income you can please pay me $5/month in exchange for my work".
I
AM
D E S P E R A T E
and feel I am fighting for my life here to keep going.
09:17 PM - Dec 28, 2024
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Silver Cat
@silvercat
28 December, 09:37
In response Victoria ~ Z Skywalker to her Publication
https://safehome-ks.org
They may know a place similar near where you are.
They may know a place similar near where you are.
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Silver Cat
@silvercat
28 December, 09:33
In response Victoria ~ Z Skywalker to her Publication
You may have to physically move out of that house; you mentioned a demonic entity; are you living with a narcissist? You will have to move and go No Contact. Gather your important papers, personal belongings, your clothes, pets and get out. You may have to stay with a friend or relative for a while.
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Victoria ~ Z Skywalker
@Victoria1144
29 December, 03:46
In response Silver Cat to his Publication
absolutely i am. i am on housing wait lists, spoken to 2 attorney's and am following their advice. this state doesn't recognize this kind of abuse (makes it more complex as we have a child) - police will do nothing. i know what i need to do and have had a plan in place all year - just need affordable housing - or this plan to come online in full and drop the cost of living. i write all about it on two places if you want to know more.
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