Do you feel transhuman? You sound empathetic, compassionate, loving and caring. That is your soul. You are a child of God and our God will NOT let them win. Chin up! Go stand in front of the mirror and tell the masterpiece God made and is looking back at you and tell her We got this we don’t break and we don’t quit. Straighten up your crown and remember whose daughter you are. Sending love and light.