most never get over esp if they just did it spontaneously without thinking of the spiritual aspects. we werent taught that. it has to come from inside you.. so sorry for your loss but he looks down on you all the time. did youknow (just found this out btw) that each of our children leave their dna in our blood stream even if a miscarriage so you have him with you forever.. that was such a beautiful thought (God thinks of everything) i cried for all those babies lost and now found.. i hope this makes you feel so much better.. he was always there... what a blessing.