21 April, 08:18
How did people joining the intelligence services ever get inducted into all this occult knowledge? How do they keep a semblance of sanity when it turns out the backbone of it isn't even classified, just normies ignore it all? How do intelligence insiders manage ordinary human failure of their own, as nobody is morally pristine? How do you socialise at work when operating in a compartmentalised environment? How do you trust the institution you work for when you are a cog in the machine?
I know that there's a lot of "fiction" that is pseudo-documentary that answers all these matters and more. Am just emotionally exhausted from so many years of being out in public and the endless stress of waiting for resolution. Can't read books, watch long videos, sit still for talks. Too fried form excessive information warfare. I know in my heart I am not lazy or cowardly; the "trauma freezes" are real psychological injuries that affect me and my ability to engage. AU is pastoral support.
I know that there's a lot of "fiction" that is pseudo-documentary that answers all these matters and more. Am just emotionally exhausted from so many years of being out in public and the endless stress of waiting for resolution. Can't read books, watch long videos, sit still for talks. Too fried form excessive information warfare. I know in my heart I am not lazy or cowardly; the "trauma freezes" are real psychological injuries that affect me and my ability to engage. AU is pastoral support.
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After many of us beat our heads against the wall trying to "do" all the things we did to wake people up, fight injustice, and save humanity, we came to a place where we realized we needed to focus on ourselves...our health, our physical condition, our relationship with God, and putting in order our Lives for the time after this time. It will come, and all this will be surface level discussion full of evidence to see. Nothing short of prayer and ur relationship with God will ease ur pain. U have stood tall and fought the good fight. Noone can ask more of u. Like us u FIGHT and u CARE. Now find urself. Heal urself. Be one with urself. Let God do the rest. Give thanks for ur Blessings, and never stop believing that God Wins. This is a battle between Good and evil. U are trying to defeat evil as a one man Army. We are soldiers of God, and being on the right side is that simple. God Wins. Be ready Spiritually for that. Let ur Spirit fill the space within u. U need rest and prayer.🤍🎯✊️😎
09:50 AM - Apr 21, 2024
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