I feel the same way Martin. Feels like I'm so drained, yet keep on going. Au is the best, and we are blessed to have you with us on this journey. You make a difference !🙏

I can so relate. In mil int, the COVID crap opened a lot of doors from the compartments...but even with anon info we were all told its safe and effective from the top... they didnt listen to us and most of us resigned... now they are in trouble

I feel like a piece of drift wood…broken, weathered & with a story likely unbelievable except lived.

May God almighty Grant you the armor and armament Tower and power to wage this war...

Martin, I understand and feel the pain. You, we have to take care of ourselves. We can’t give up. We have to leave this place a little better than what we found, for our children, for future generations. Sending you strength and love, happy you are back home 💖🙏

Thank you for everything you are doing! Martin, please know we love you!
Hatha Yoga routines can help with keeping up the stamina.

You don't take it personally.

Martin it sounds like you are in need of rest and rejuvenation. Battle worn soldiers were given R & R for a reason.

Take time out to do things that restore your mind, body and soul. God bless you my friend.

say purhaps its biblical🕊️🤲💀❤️

take a break
whitehats watching
who cares
your life.
take care of you..

Thx Martin for always having the word craft to express what we feel.

After many of us beat our heads against the wall trying to "do" all the things we did to wake people up, fight injustice, and save humanity, we came to a place where we realized we needed to focus on ourselves...our health, our physical condition, our relationship with God, and putting in order our Lives for the time after this time. It will come, and all this will be surface level discussion full of evidence to see. Nothing short of prayer and ur relationship with God will ease ur pain. U have stood tall and fought the good fight. Noone can ask more of u. Like us u FIGHT and u CARE. Now find urself. Heal urself. Be one with urself. Let God do the rest. Give thanks for ur Blessings, and never stop believing that God Wins. This is a battle between Good and evil. U are trying to defeat evil as a one man Army. We are soldiers of God, and being on the right side is that simple. God Wins. Be ready Spiritually for that. Let ur Spirit fill the space within u. U need rest and prayer.🤍🎯✊️😎

Martin, thank you for putting into words what we all feel and question.

The 7th day Sabbath contains God's weekly pastoral blessing of rest, refreshment, and restoration of joy and peace.

I have these questions also. While we’re busy trying to find and solve the puzzles of the rabbit holes, there are so many nuances we don’t see or understand at every level that have allowed these grave and disturbing evils to prevail for so long. I have to chock them up to the category of Gods divine plan.

On another note, Martin please do some research on adrenal fatigue. It’s a real thing that can be very hard on the body but can be helped with supplements and rest. Be well, fren.