See, here's the thing, you can't really get around it.

People KNOW when they're doing wrong.

My dad used to tell me when I was, but a wee boy,

"Son, you were just born a bad kid" .... he was a firm believer in a razor strap.

Lots of other stuff, blah,blah.

Anyway, he was wrong and I'm living proof (and I don't care if you Believe me or not)

Anyone who tells their kid that, doesn't know.

I had to consider he grew up as a small child in the depression working as a child in the fields everyday with the family, just to put a little away to buy a little piece of land for $25.

How could I understand that.

Somehow, today older with my own family, I understand "maybe"... the why of it all.

I was able finally, to forgive him.

He left me nothing except, his shelves of books.

He left the rest of his small fortune to everyone else.

Through process and living through the last 5 years is this:

He left History, Math, World History and allot of Finan