Is anyone else exhausted from preparing?

And when methods of preparing become unavailable I get real fidigity. Not so much complaining, but it is therapeutic to feel productive, so to speak. Not that the energy is completely a nervous energy, but an I NEED to be doing something energy.

Being the lone awake person ( not saying I have seen it all by any means here, but knowing more than a comfortable amount of the topics the sleepers are about to get baptized by fire in, I believe qualifies one as being awake), among all your own group of humans is an endurance test in its own category. But knowing what they are about to abruptly suffer generates another depth of endurance for Anons it seems. Would that there were not horrible facts about to wash away every residue of confidence, comfort & almost sanity for them…. Knowing they’re going to have the garden hose fed version of the elephant that we’ve take years to digest.
God help them.
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I had lunch with a new acquaintance, retirement age, both of us. But she sees nothing and trusts the medical establishment even when her grandson had a serious disease after being vaccinated and believes them when they say the do not know what caused it even though the child's mother believes it was the vaccine. She said with a straight face that as soon as he is healed from his major procedure, he will need to retake ALL of the vaccines because he has no immune system. Made me want to cry but she is firmly spellbound and hanging on to trusting doctors. I don't know how the garden hose approach will even work on such stalwart believers in the medical establishment, etc.