Boy can I relate. I can't take much more of my toxic house either. All of what is going on has really affected my home. It was stressful enough living with someone with PTSD. Add all the economics and the state of the world and we are on overload. Now on top of that I have to deal with a loved one who was just diagnosed with a serious illness. I am praying for you to find a way out. Maybe do a gofundme type of thing but with the other company. I can't think of what the name of it is. This stress is really taking its toll on families that were already struggling.