I live every day now...not wanting to live another day. I am tired, i hurt all the time, feel like shit, never sleep and tired of struggling daily financially to survive. I have been done since my BFF passed away. It was my dog. she was my best friend...and i cry everyday without her. Big Pharma killed her and i cant find any help to get answers. And I am mad at god or taking her. I drive a 30 yr old vehicle, havent had health ins in 14 yrs and i hate drs anyway. but i need eye surgery bad. I have one pair of jeans. Every dime goes to bills or my other senior dogs...now one has something going on..possibly cancer but not found yet. Adrenals it looks like...maybe a pituitary tumor. They want to do several tests...money money money. I can no longer afford dogs and I love dogs. I hardly leave the house. I dont want to leave the house. dont want to be around people. So my point..I understand where you are coming from. I know you lost your daughter. Life sucks...I am so sorry! Love to you!