If taking ones life is done, it’s like you didn’t believe the God in you was strong enough and beautiful enough to fight the evil. We all have contracts with the creator and if lessons are not learned in this life then the soul goes to the astral plane and its said the lesson is even harder to learn there. Please hang in there, you are definitely not alone, I ride the roller coaster of ups and downs eveyday and at my lowest I always remind myself I am supported, loved and protected by my God, Ascended Masters and Guides/Angels above. I repeat this till my mood changes, sometimes it takes a few days, but usually find myself on the upswing. Blessings to you precious soul! 🌹🙏🌹