I wouldn't say I am not happy, but I am drastically different person than I was 5 years ago. I don't waste my time on people that give me the typical conditioned responses from their media programming. I feel like I intimidate most people or they just don't know how to respond to me when I slap some reality on them. I really don't care what people think about me though. No one can relate to me outside of this platform though. I do go to church still but I am very selective on the message. Jack Hibbs is the pastor at the church I attend. Because of my experiences with them I generally do not trust pastors and avoid getting to know church staff personally. As far as being out in public at grocery stores, I feel like I am interacting in a simulation, like the Matirx, where most people are just going about there day to day business oblivious that they are living in a simulated reality. When interacting with them I keep that in mind.