My communication skills are rather weak, so for that I'm sorry. It's very difficult sometimes for me verbalize anything. I will sometimes go days not hearing my own voice. But I'm trying really hard to do my best to communicate what I'm thinking or feeling, I try to say the right things, but I do seem to fall a bit short of that quite often. I wish I could be as eloquent as our fren Martin but sadly I am not. Forgive me when I stumble over my words, try to be patient with me...I was abused in ways that speaking up would garner more punishment so going quiet when I messed up was a safety mechanism and so now every time I try to speak up it's a direct act of courage on my part. Try not to get too frustrated with me I know I can be such a pain at times but I promise you I'm trying, ok? 🤍
03:05 PM - Jun 22, 2023
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Stephanie Foster
@AmericanFoster
22 June, 06:59
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In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
What??? You are fookin kewl as fk.
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Benny —-B
@Bnyk150
22 June, 05:40
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
I’m not online enough to quite know why your message seems as if people are upset with your way of communicating. Or was this a way of sharing your internal struggle at times? Words are “created” in ever different language. No reason to categorize yourself on the outside, maybe you don’t like words, maybe your expression or language is more displayed in a form of creation.
But I understand what you mean by speaking of a trauma from the past molding your communication aspect. The fear of being scolded for speaking your mind or opinion certainly does create us as someone we weren’t meant to be. It’s not who we were or to be. That’s programmed deep in the subconscious now, for the safety of us and our feelings.
If you wish, I’ve learned that reliving the trauma is the only way to move away from it and heal. Re live it, feel it, forgive it, and heal from it. It’s not fun or easy, but you deserve to be you, not what someone else created that put a hold on your limits to you being fre
But I understand what you mean by speaking of a trauma from the past molding your communication aspect. The fear of being scolded for speaking your mind or opinion certainly does create us as someone we weren’t meant to be. It’s not who we were or to be. That’s programmed deep in the subconscious now, for the safety of us and our feelings.
If you wish, I’ve learned that reliving the trauma is the only way to move away from it and heal. Re live it, feel it, forgive it, and heal from it. It’s not fun or easy, but you deserve to be you, not what someone else created that put a hold on your limits to you being fre
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
22 June, 05:47
In response Benny —-B to his Publication
Sharing my internal struggle.
I have said for a long time, I wish I could convey massive amounts of information with a single touch. Wouldn't need to try and explain myself with my awkward clumsy words. I say the wrong things and get uncomfortable anxiety inducing silence in return and it eats away at my confidence over time.
I have said for a long time, I wish I could convey massive amounts of information with a single touch. Wouldn't need to try and explain myself with my awkward clumsy words. I say the wrong things and get uncomfortable anxiety inducing silence in return and it eats away at my confidence over time.
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Ken Ziegenfus
@Woken67
22 June, 04:08
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
You are a huge part of my ascension here serah! Give yourself more credit! Love you sister! 🙏🏻🫶💓🤍💯♾️
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
22 June, 04:12
In response Ken Ziegenfus to his Publication
I'm honored to be a good messenger, I should give that credit to God, when I'm tuned in to him and stop looking at the storm I find my balance. Love you too fren, thank you for the lift! 🙏🤍
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Shieldwall Maiden
@PatriotChick1022
22 June, 03:51
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
What?!?!?! What is this?!?!?! You, my dear, are a gift. An absolute gift. I have always loved the things you posted. Humans are humans and we are not perfect. But you, you give so much, in such a beautiful way, please don't ever second guess yourself. Straighten your crown and continue on this journey. Sending love and light your way!
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
22 June, 03:57
In response Shieldwall Maiden to her Publication
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Silver Cat
@silvercat
22 June, 03:28
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
22 June, 03:38
In response Silver Cat to his Publication
I've been reading, healing the soul of a woman by Joyce Meyers lately. I'll look into this one too, thank you for sharing it with me.
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Aunt Ro#
@AuntRo
22 June, 03:19
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
You are eloquent in your own way and have many other gifts. First thing I learned is do not compare yourself to others. Your journey is unique. The path you walk on is different from all others. I see you planting flowers along that path and stopping to smell the pretty flowers. I too wish I had Martin's gift for written words. He is the bomb!! But, having said that, your gift is a feeling of a sense of peace whenever I read your posts. You are not being judged. Spread your wings my young bird and soar. Soar like an Eagle and know you are free..
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Serah Oceane ♡
@QueenEsther
22 June, 03:36
In response Aunt Ro# to her Publication
This made me tear up 🥹
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Janet DuPre
@JDuprayforhumanity
22 June, 03:07
In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication
To thine own self be true ❤️
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