Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
20 December, 10:05
This week is just difficult, spent last Christmas in hospital bedside, watching my dad die slowly until he passed Boxing day morning.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
Got crappy news yesterday that seems to have dashed all hopes of escaping this crackhead community in which we live in fear daily and are threatened in our own home, my kids will suffer this trauma for life and its all my fault for not having the means to escape.
All I dream of is property with no neighbours, peace and quiet to grow food to share with others who need it, to show others via free workshops how to grow food, preserve food, grow and make natural medicines.
My mental health has never been this bad, recent experience of being threatened with a knife by junkie neighbour has stirred up my ptsd that I have had mostly under control for the last 8 years (from an abusive relationship I was in since I was 15).
Why does it all come down to money?!
I feel like a complete failure and have lost all hope.
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Franco Loperfido
@FRA68
07 May, 09:07
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
Ciรฒ che sogni puoi realizzarlo.....se inizi a mettere in pratica il tuo sogno le cose succedono "come per magia".....nella tua vita subentrano inaspettatamente anime e fatti, sta succedendo a me. Sembra "una magia" ma forse รจ una questione di fisica. Se hai sogni ed ideali.....comincia a metterli in pratica e condividili....poi le cose accadono.
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I am glad it is happening for you, I wish for you to have your dream ๐
07:44 AM - May 08, 2023
In response Franco Loperfido to his Publication
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Franco Loperfido
@FRA68
10 May, 06:33
In response Awake Elf to her Publication
Grazie. Sono ancora lontano dai miei sogni ma ci lavoro ogni giorno.....il mio sogno non riguarda me, riguarda un intero mondo. Io sono una delle tante gocce che cerca di aggregarsi ad altre gocce per creare uno tsunami.....da solo rimango una insignificante goccia......so di non essere da solo.
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Awake Elf
@Awake_Elf
29 May, 06:20
In response Franco Loperfido to his Publication
I hear you and feel the same, I only want farmland to be able to help my family and others who need it - to grow food for those who need fresh healthy food. To teach others skills I have and can share.
All our drops will cause a flood of good ๐
All our drops will cause a flood of good ๐
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