I am noticing how myself and other 'awake' people — who have been persecuted by authorities and/or traumatised by events — are cycling through periods of normal functioning and generalised anxiety. I can feel a kind of mild PTSD creeping over me. It often hits late at night, or as I wake up.

I might have work to do, but I can't focus on any of it. Just have to breathe and wait for the stress response to ease off. Years of having to straddle the normie fake world with the real world have a cumulative effect.

Going "all in" during the Trump admin mk1 plus scamdemic means some areas of your life get neglected, and eventually there are consequences as you have to keep functioning in the crazy legacy environment but with less tolerance for the BS.