I am noticing how myself and other 'awake' people — who have been persecuted by authorities and/or traumatised by events — are cycling through periods of normal functioning and generalised anxiety. I can feel a kind of mild PTSD creeping over me. It often hits late at night, or as I wake up.
I might have work to do, but I can't focus on any of it. Just have to breathe and wait for the stress response to ease off. Years of having to straddle the normie fake world with the real world have a cumulative effect.
Going "all in" during the Trump admin mk1 plus scamdemic means some areas of your life get neglected, and eventually there are consequences as you have to keep functioning in the crazy legacy environment but with less tolerance for the BS.
I might have work to do, but I can't focus on any of it. Just have to breathe and wait for the stress response to ease off. Years of having to straddle the normie fake world with the real world have a cumulative effect.
Going "all in" during the Trump admin mk1 plus scamdemic means some areas of your life get neglected, and eventually there are consequences as you have to keep functioning in the crazy legacy environment but with less tolerance for the BS.
06:22 AM - Apr 24, 2023
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Waiting4Home Anon
@Waiting4Home
25 April, 08:15
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Thanks Martin....
don't forget some had normal life "trauma's" before all the awakening.
Only God can keep us sane.
Dreamt of massive chaos and fire last night.. all too real - but in the end it wasn't allowed to hurt me.
Even dreams can heal.
don't forget some had normal life "trauma's" before all the awakening.
Only God can keep us sane.
Dreamt of massive chaos and fire last night.. all too real - but in the end it wasn't allowed to hurt me.
Even dreams can heal.
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25 April, 08:02
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
There's the burnout with
needed naps.
There's the burnout with
the big cheers.
needed naps.
There's the burnout with
the big cheers.
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deborah sidener
@debbiedo
25 April, 07:58
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
so very true
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Kitty Kat
@KatBrat1170
25 April, 07:47
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Holy Shit YES you described how I feel! I am with you sir, please know I feel your pain! Hugs
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MARY L. KIRBY BRYANT
@MARYLKIRBYBRYANT
25 April, 07:44
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
MAY GODS LOVING LIGHT OF PEACE GRACE AND MERCY LIFT YOU UP TODAY AND ALWAYS MARTIN THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO FOR US WITH YOUR WONDERFUL WORDS AND BEAUTIFUL PICTURES MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED EVENING AND NEVER EVER GIVE UP SIR SALUTE
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Ange Love
@LoveM
25 April, 07:28
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
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Leanne Kennedy
@PigsInSpace
24 April, 09:33
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Yep .... PTSD struggle is real.
I was diagnosed with PTSD in 2019 from a work incident. Paramedic husband diagnosed with PTSD mid 2021, after 25 years in a job treating thousands of people on a daily basis who are destroying each other and themselves.
Then to lose our careers, assets, etc etc due to jab mandates....
Definite cumulative scamdemic PTSD is compounding previous diagnosis. Somehow we are still keeping it together and guiding our children, through faith, love and simplifying our lives. You just have to step away from the machine to heal.
I was diagnosed with PTSD in 2019 from a work incident. Paramedic husband diagnosed with PTSD mid 2021, after 25 years in a job treating thousands of people on a daily basis who are destroying each other and themselves.
Then to lose our careers, assets, etc etc due to jab mandates....
Definite cumulative scamdemic PTSD is compounding previous diagnosis. Somehow we are still keeping it together and guiding our children, through faith, love and simplifying our lives. You just have to step away from the machine to heal.
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JAde Roiste
@Ehcor
24 April, 07:30
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I think everyone who has been onto this since the early days, goes through some sort of burnout - I know I have. I extracted myself from the constant deep diving and allowed myself to just sit in the knowledge I already have - relaxed but prepared for action! ..... Give yourself a break.
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Ken Ziegenfus
@Woken67
24 April, 07:18
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Couldn’t have said it better Martin! 🙏🏻
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FightingIrishman
@FightingIrishman
24 April, 07:13
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Nailed it.
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24 April, 06:58
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
Absolutely. I am used to approaching stress or injustice by changing things so that the stress is reduced. For the first time I am stuck — each thing builds up and I am in a trap for now , stuck with what “is” and smiling through it - knowing that the best IS yet to come. But the PTSD has to take a toll, somewhere in my mind is the stack of information, knowledge, dreams of change that just can’t be moved yet.
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Just Amom
@wwg1wgaww
24 April, 06:37
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I feel exactly what you describe.
Never felt this far off the edge at times with a wrenching grief/panic...is that PTSD? I was asking myself this morning as it comes in waves, a small thing or memory can trigger it, difficult when in public around people as the tears just flow breathing freezes.
Disoriented, vertigo, space walking.
I also notice periods of smooth productivity accompanied by positive vibes, all feels possible, easy... then the wave of emotion hits, late at night, first thing in the morning, anytime during the day.
Anyone else feeling this?
Never felt this far off the edge at times with a wrenching grief/panic...is that PTSD? I was asking myself this morning as it comes in waves, a small thing or memory can trigger it, difficult when in public around people as the tears just flow breathing freezes.
Disoriented, vertigo, space walking.
I also notice periods of smooth productivity accompanied by positive vibes, all feels possible, easy... then the wave of emotion hits, late at night, first thing in the morning, anytime during the day.
Anyone else feeling this?
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24 April, 07:03
In response Just Amom to her Publication
💯 percent.
Yes I would say it’s a form of that. I had a sudden very traumatic event change my life and this is a similar feeling although even more isolating at times.
Yes I would say it’s a form of that. I had a sudden very traumatic event change my life and this is a similar feeling although even more isolating at times.
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Jay Jay
@JustMe
24 April, 06:32
In response Martin Geddes to his Publication
I thank the universe for putting me in a safe place, there are downsides but the upsides out way the false belief of my lack.
I hope you can find serenity in the chaos 🙏🏻
I hope you can find serenity in the chaos 🙏🏻
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