Today is one year anniversary of the murder of my wife. I've not forgotten. Revenge rings my ears everyday. The bible says revenge is for God. Sometimes it's hard not to act on the voices telling me to exact it. But I know, that is the evil calling. That would lower me to the murderers level if I did. I have to let go, and let God's immaculate plan evolve. Since I cannot see her anymore in life, I have to ensure my passage in death.

I am so sorry for your loss. My dad was murdered, took all I had to not show up in KCK with a baseball bat, before Christmas, my dad's somewhat young murderer in his late thirties early forties, stroked out in the very house he killed my dad in. GOD has a way of handling things. His vengeance is very real.