This is my first holiday without my kids or anyone, left here alone and I just layed on the couch crying. My heart is broken because NO family wants to be around because they all think I am crazy believing and Trusting Q…. I am a patriot that lost everything, and now having to split holidays because I lost my marriage 3 years ago. This is a pain that doesnt go away. I pray and I pray and the pain is still there. God please bring the Soulmate you have chosen for me I need you always Lord 🙏🏻

This brought back memories of when my kids were small and my ex came and took them because it was his turn to have them for Christmas..... I think I cried all day, Christmas without the kids wasn’t Christmas at all. 😕 This time of year is actually hard on many people.

And I am tearing up as I read this, I am so glad that you had your mom who clearly helped you be the person you are today, that is so very special. I wish my mom felt that way, i feel like I was born into the wrong family, sometimes i think i must have gotten switched at the hospital.... I am really not like anyone in my family.