That sucks. I feel his pain. I was there a few years ago when i was giving up on the world. Spirit trap! Stoic perspectives really helped me is why i bring it up. Everyone has thier own flavor though. Maybe this Jordan cat might help. Alot of young men bring him up in conversation when speaking about self discipline and motivation but I haven’t heard to much of his material. I hope he finds meaning and purpose. I had asked myself alot of, why do i do it questions before bringing myself back.