Day 16 of 11/22.
Get Manifesting.

I feel like I am losing grip on reality. I don't know what's real anymore and feel more fragile than I ever have before. I used to be a strong warrior...i don't even know what to do anymore.

Almost everyone here recognizes this process... In normal life we are often not surrounded enough by friends and family with whom we can exchange thoughts and who can give us hope, togetherness and strength again. That's the nice and warm thing about AnonUp... The like-mindedness and the research, the gathering of information and the friendships can give you support. We don't call AU HOME for nothing. I wish you light and strength!

I appreciate your comment. But can I ask you, what is it worth to have all of this information to exchange to see the bad people not be held accountable? We are given more and more examples of pure evilness and corruption and what? We comfort each other by saying chin up? Most of us can't be in any other position than waiting. It's not productive. We have lives to live. If this is really all part of some plan, those controlling the plan have to know what they are doing to us! What is even the point of voting anymore? Do we need to be shown a third time that fraudulent elections have no consequences? Now that we know the truth, it's even more disheartening. I question whether or not it was even worth it to awaken. I was a lot happier and more productive when I knew nothing. To come here every day in hopes someone will offer something definitive is almost like a sick twisted joke. More evidence and nothing is being done about it. Nothing that we can measure.

I really understand what you feel and mean. However, I can only answer from my own perspective. The process of Waking up is in my case a very long process. However, following Q's posts has also given me a new perspective. I've learned it's a slow process... the DS's Plan is very old, possibly centuries. That requires a kind of military cognitive planning. The role of John jr (and his possible disguises) and Trump helped "us" start fighting for the Better World... that timeline when we can become human again, empathetic, kind... ONE.
In many drops of Q he/the team writes : "Trust the Plan" ... For a long time I thought we should trust the Plan of the Q team. But Vincent Kennedy wrote a few weeks ago that the Plan is much more about our Own Plan ... that we must trust OUR inner plan ... Trust the Power within ourselves ... trust the Great mystical Plan of a Creator . ...
(part 2 see under)

I think this is the true meaning of Dark to Light ... the realization that we are strong through our Confidence in our abilities! Sorry I can't explain it any better...

no i understand what you mean. i just question what the point was of Q and the plan? Why give us all the evidence. Why not just say, the world is fooked and this is the best way to navigate, by finding spiritual enlightenment?? why make us believe their would be accountability. My whole vision of life, between good and evil is for those who are evil to be stopped. I can't just ignore it. I just feel lost.

I'm sorry for you.
I think it is precisely this slow process of awareness about the manifestations of evil that makes The Great Awakening possible.
I have heard so many new facts in the past 5 years… about the abuse of children, about political deception, election hijacking, money laundering and so on. Those slow revelations (due to the Q drops of years) also give us the opportunity to investigate SELF and therefore it sinks into our consciousness.
The evil was always there and so was the good...that battle will never go away either. Our position in the face of evil and our intentions for the Good make us slowly grow ourselves into conscious, honest and kind people ... enabling us to help others to find the light ...

this whole process is also extremely difficult as I am surrounded by Democrats..die hard ones. I own a business in a village that is exceptionally liberal. My husband and I are pretty much alone in our thoughts and we practically have hide our beliefs or have our business be boycotted. That literally happened a few years back. Someone who was running for local office (didn't win) was compiling a list of businesses for people to boycott. You know what happened to that candidate btw?? Arrested for distribution of child porn. And this is the world I live in. It's extremely difficult.