I recall Norman Cousin's story from many years ago. Healed himself of a dreadful cancer (after many horrid operations) with Vit C and laughter. He said that if he could laugh for 30 min he would have 2 hours of pain relief. Not that you have time or interest in reading his book but his story was detailed in his book "Anatomy of an Illness" He had checked into a hotel room where he was given IV Vit C by a physician and watched old comedy films--Candid Camera, Marx Bros silent films...whatever made him laugh. Might be worth a try for the horrid pain you are experiencing??? Still....praying for miracles, for a MedBed for you, or anything that can shift you out of suffering.