Tbh. I’ve never felt more alone, silenced, confused than I have these past 2 yrs.

I agree with those who say the past two years have been "an emotional roller coaster." The world has been on a constant downward spiral and we're now witnessing levels of insanity we never imagined possible. But i know most of what I see is part of the movie we're watching and don't let it bother me. But that doesn't mean it's easy to ignore. Filling my gas tank puts me in a bad mood for hours. And seeing Biden's latest screwup makes me angry again about the 2020 stolen election, which is why I avoid news shows. I immediately dismiss most stories, like the trees surrounding Mar A Lago being cut down so the world can watch Trump being arrested. But then my girlfriend will freak out about the Ukraine war with Russia because she has family there. When I remind her it's fake news it always leads to an argument.
In the space of a few hours I can go from thinking about killing myself because I'm sick of this shit show, to calculating how wealthy I'll be when XRP moons. Crazy times.