I hear you....it's been a tough few years in a lot of ways. But you know what?....you have made it this far, you are not a quitter. We all have each other that's what really matters---you are in good hands here on AU! And we have so much to look forward to....you were born for such a time as this, because you are a warrior - I know it may not feel like it at times but you are. If you would like to talk message me - I'm here. Sending love, light and hugs to you my friend. 💜