I spent 25 years as a line mechanic, made good money. got arthritis, carpel tunnel in my right wrist, applied for corrections. took 2 years for background check with me praying every day i’d be rejected. Hell no, so went through a 4 month academy at48, still praying that i’d wash out. Spent 15 years in supermax, learned communication skills that most don’t get, all the time praying i would get fired. Every time i ask for an easy out, God pushes me into something worse

I was informed that when things get worse we are not learning what we are supposed to be learning so God makes things worse till we submit our will to him and trust in his plan. Mine is with our addicted son but think after 12 years of dealing with the evil drug world and our failing systems and now our mentally ill son, I am ready to submit my will to God’s will. I had to realize I cannot save him, he has got to want to save himself and had to accept that this might not happen and he might die. All I can do is pray he wakes up, he’s in God’s hands now.🥺😓🙏🙏😇😇I hope your answers come and wish you the best with your health. 🙏🌹🙏