It absolutely is too hard to know. That's why.. (for me at least) I have a very difficult time believing this is really happening. I keep thinking this must be part of the movie. We're rescuing children from the demonic pedos with one hand, yet handing them over to big pharma with the other? How does this make any sense.

I think a lot about it. Maybe the evil must be revealed before it can be stopped. Big Pharma, Gates, Fauci are being revealed. It's undeniable but some people won't even be able to face that evil exists, except in Trump's nasty tweets. They say we have won already. They also say that the cabal is hanging on, intent to do as much damage as they can, even though they know they have lost. The White Hats also want as many people on the side of good as possible. So most of us are still struggling to awaken people.