I am broken.
war came to my home
my marriage
my love
everything is broken
all comms cut
all support, friendship withdrawn
suddenly, without compassion nor explanation.
this is my price, the biggest price
when we slip, we alter our manifestations
how many more lessons?
this is soul pain, this is darkness infecting and dividing.
No words can be heard nor accepted.
I pray for peace, forgiveness, courage,
I pray for him.
I did not see this coming.
weakness, mindlessness, Grief let the devil in,
I will not let darkness win, I am tired but I have come too far. I have given and lost everything that mattered, and the one love, one human I believed in has disappeared. I breathe alone.