not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:

i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.

i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.

i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…

Believe me I am seconds away from banging my head against a brick wall. I wish I had good words of advice because then I would take them myself. I take supplements for stress. It does help sometimes