i’m frightened by my own level of apathy right now. i am such a happy, vibrant soul, who has remained so positive and excited throughout the past few years. i am anon to the core.

but this slow play is getting the best of me.

i’m exhausted. going thru the motions. groundhog day, every day. my spirit is diminshed.

the world is so deceitful and fucked up.

i will perservere and will never give up. but this is my darkest time. i pray for anyone here in the same boat.

#wwg1wga