Hey, I'm blonde...sometimes it takes further discussion for me to understand!😂🤣 I knew you were quoting the drops, I meant learning the gematria and studying it a bit might help. Numbers have never been my thing, so I've let others decode for me. I have felt the ups and downs of the great awakening and have thought at times that I'd love to go back to sleep...but that is impossible...God put in some of us a longing for truth, no matter how hard it is to hear. I wouldn't change that for anything, even though it has cost friends and discomfort with family. Love you and am glad to be in this journey with you and everyone here!❤️