Whoa, what's going on? I love this community but it sounds like someone here is not treating you right. We are all here for the same truth experienced slightly differently but all the same team ultimately. I don't know what happened but I do know most conflict is due to a breakdown in communication and understanding so I hope that whoever hurt you simply does not understand. I hated the idea that time heals because I think time forgets but I'm seeing more value in time away from conflict either way. I hope that time does heal, if not forget this pain. Please be well.