Everything you said is what so many of us are feeling. Im sorry youre hurting. Im sorry you feel so tired. Im sorry that vax hurt you. No, its not fair. None of this is and I know how tired you feel. If youre feeling like I do, I feel like my soul hurts. You know, like I do, that you HAVE to keep going. You ARE strong. You have already been through so much and proven that! You are still here! You took the right step and reached out for support. That says that you still have fight left in you. None of us want to be here, suffering through this awakening. Its been torturous at best waiting on this ‘movie’ and trying to wake up others. But deep down you KNOW that God is with us and WILL see us through. Focus on Him while all of this is happening. Focus on Him when youre overwhelmed, sad or just feel like you cant take it anymore. He WILL get you through all of this. HE is the answer to all of our pain, frustration, worry and our hope. I know its hard but seriously, YOU’VE got this! xoxo❤️