You hit the nail on the head. This is how I'm feeling - I'm DMing another former Twttr friend on Gab saying that I'm trying so hard but having great difficulty keeping up my vibe. Before I was all cheerleader, smiling no matter what occured, reassuring others, blah blah blah. But as days become weeks become months and become another year, well I hate to be impatient but I'm concerned if my health is going to hold out to be part of the "Golden Age" and our new 5D experience. Hell, I don't even fully understand the whole 5D thing. But I don't have as much stamina, energy and feel my mood sliding. Thanks for acknowledging this as what others maybe experiencing. I pray every day - Oh Jesus, forgive us our sins, take all souls to heaven and help those most in need of thy mercy. I also give thanks for ALL the wonderful blessings I have and have had my entire life. Hurry sundown.......