I know hun how you feel, but there are many that have trusted their doctors their whole life and just didnt believe any of us, it doesnt make them bad ppl just because they were tricked.
Glad you are still here too

Get yourself some grapefruits & lemons & make a supply of HCQ (natural hydrochloroquine) for your fridge. You can take a shot whenever you're feeling puny or off, several times a day.

Everyone is finally feeling as betrayed by the medical system as I have been for the last 40 years... I was a "trashcan" patient - to be treated with whatever until my insurance funds were exhausted, then to be thrown out.

I got online & took a homeopathy course, then another on how to compound your own medicines from herbs.

You can do this; the motivation is strong. Then you will be there when others need help, like God created us all to do.

Teach another what you have learned & together we all rise!

I am a Surgical Technician & medical assistant. I would love to be able to train to learn how to use the med beds.

There is a medbed telegram acct-idk anything else about it.
There is also the Simon Parkes group you might want to join and volunteer for training.
He says he is pairing with the Navy to put a medbed/consciousness facility in every state.
I am a member as well.