When I was awakened last March to the horrors of satanic child trafficking and even worse I thought I would never recover. The shock, saddness and pain was so so bad. I've never forgotten and continued to pray, but I was swept along in all the other revelations as I dug deeper - 9/11, JFK & Jr., Q decodes and proofs, no name, the envelope, and on and on.

But these last few days I find myself crushed under a weight of agony for our innocent children. The pain is worse now, today. I can't stop crying. I can't bear it much longer, it hurts so much.

Lord, Heavenly Father, please help us!